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Originally Posted by MamaMiriam
I will usually "watch" myself as I am screaming and think "this is not ok, I don't want to yell, look how scared/confused he looks, I wish I could stop" but it feels so overwhelming and out of control and I can't stop the train until the energy is used up. I really don't like that.
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We call this "mouth diarrhea" in our house. Yes, I know that's gross, but that's what it's like for me. It starts and I can't stop it from coming out even though I want to.
It's kind of like getting on the yelling train as it gets started going down the track. When it's slow you have the option of jumping off, but if it gets up to speed, the only thing to do is hang on for dear life.