[DavidKelleyMay18]

Darn, I swear I will Never Ever get this. I keep trying, but I do it all wrong. I was soo frustrated, and I wasn't sure how to handle it. I just want to be a good mom. Yesterday when a few projects were taken out I asked him if he took them out, and he said no. I don't know if it was the truth, but I know Ifeel like I can't trust him.

Later on he told me that he did do it. He accidentally breaks a lot of things. He was trying to climb up on it and jump from it to get a box of cereal. Yes, I have a stock pile of cereal in the bathroom. I had him tell DH too. I talked with him about the difference between his weight and the weight of towels. I kept asking DH what he was going to do about the broken rack. Next thing I know he just fixed it when I said to him previously about Jacob helping to fix it. So I was thinking that the natural consequence was for no computer time since he had asked for computer time, and then this happened. I'm so frustrated as I feel like I never know what in the world I'm doing. I handle it all wrong, and then I go into give-up mode as I've said before. Ahh I just want to do at least some of this right. Gosh, please help me to do something right Kelley!